A few months after our marriage, Jay and I went to visit his sister. She was married and had two little ones already. She threw a mattress down on the floor in her little girl's room for us to sleep on, and graciously got all the bedding we would need. Just before we turned out the light, she popped her head back in. Aware that we were still newlyweds, she cautiously mentioned that there was a baby monitor next to the little girl's bed, and that she and her husband would be able to hear... everything that went on through the night.
She left and Jay and I erupted into silent laughter. We may or may not have made various comedic impersonations and sound effects to amuse them. It all turned out fine, though - our niece slept through the whole night.
I never used a baby monitor much. We usually lived in small enough homes that I could hear the baby when he started to holler. Except for our first baby, or course. I didn't know that I would hear him. I didn't know much at all. We lived in a tiny little two bedroom trailer, but I was terrified that the baby would cry and I wouldn't hear him. I would wheel Alec's bassinet into the bathroom and park him in there while I tried to sneak in a shower during his nap. I remember peeking around the shower curtain a few times, sure that he was whimpering while I washed my hair. He wasn't. He was fine. And I slowly learned how to be a mother.
Interesting how finding a few old things bring back so many thoughts. The funny thing was that I found both of the parent models, but neither of the baby sender parts. Does that mean that I'm still trying to listen, but the kids aren't wanting to talk to me anymore?
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